for, Y.

I met him in the middle of unrest. he's too good, so I can't help but to feel the tears. after many years is often let down.

discussion in the middle of night, on the edge of parangtritis beach. along with the waves, the tantrums of sand, and a cup of coffee. I'm daydreaming.

friends are joking, singing love songs.

Ah, love.

Speaking of that, I'm so sorry I didn't learn a lot about it all.

I am so naive and stupid.

I can't hide my confusion if he is anxious or sad with me.

I'm very sad if he's sad, but I'm also emotional if he's emotional.

what's different with friends? why I am so stupid as a woman.

hurt him many times but he persevered.

I really hate that. I can't excite my emotions just because I'm too selfish.

dear, forgive me that never change.

You are very kind, and understanding. never, myself treated like that by men.

all leave because of my attitude, but you choose to survive.

I love you dear, may you be happy someday with someone else who is better than me. I hope you don't regret ever knowing me.